Monday, November 22, 2010

Radiation Day 1

I didn't realize the mask gets even tighter as it dries. Yeah, not fun.

I started to panic. I think I am going to ask them to cut the nose out, because I felt like my right nostril was squished. I cannot open my mouth at all. What happens if I get another cold? Now I am freaked. Maybe I should ask for some xanax.

I realize the other problem with radiation is that you're isolated. During chemo I would sit with Chris, check email, shop online and text. Radiation I am imprisoned and alone. It's going to be a long 20 days.

Sofia has croup again. Right now she is souped up on albuterol syrup. Yeah, glad I am not putting her to bed tonight.

Sofia is my everything. She is my reason for living. She is my life.

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