Life may not be puppies and rainbows, but right now a percocet and a sugar free krunch klondike bar are coming really close!

I can't sleep. I am convinced that I will not get chemo tomorrow. Each time it is delayed I feel like people must think I am a liar and I don't really have cancer.

Sofia is feeling better, and she is so freaking adorable! She actually has a sense of humor, which I find amusing and intriguing. She also started to read the words on the My Baby Can Read commercial, so now I believe she is a baby genius!

I hate when people say I am strong. I am not strong. Sometimes I am falling apart not strong. Sometimes I am super depressed not strong. Sometimes I am a hot mess not strong.

However, right now I am percocet and klondike strong!