I was on facebook the other day skimming an article about post-cancer depression. Now I'm searching furiously through old posts so I can find it and repost the link here.

In February, 2011 when I was declared to be in remission I ended my blog. Why? Because I entered into a depression and felt that I needed to escape the cancer. However, cancer cannot be ignored. I suffered silently for many months. Then there was a definining moment that lead to me getting a new job which was the springboard to self healing. I was living life as opposed to just getting by.

I wanted to run from the cancer, but it's part of who I am. Cancer stole my identity. I am angry. I hate you cancer.